Breastfeeding and Pumping Mom

Agghhh my little man is almost four months old and I have been breastfeeding and pumping mom non stop. But if you asked there has been many days I wanted to quit pumping and breastfeeding. Since day one he breastfeeds only from one breast so that left me pumping milk from another breast. But the pain I feel pumping and I keep getting Mastis from pumping breast almost every two weeks. I’ve had emotional breakdown yesterday and I couldn’t stop crying from the blisters, fever, and literal pain in my pumping breast. I’ve been strong and keep telling myself don’t give up my doctor told me it’s just part of being breastfeeding mom. The pain is insane but I can do it. I hope I can last longer. I give every mama out there praise what they go thru while pumping and breastfeeding. breastfeeding is most beautiful thing but most hardest thing I’ve experience. I tell myself i delivered two kids naturally and pain is nothing comparing to mastis. Aghhhhh I pray I can last longer.