Husband doesn't get it.....

Tonight 2 of our 3 kids had a sleepover at my parents house and I had a little talk w my husband.

It's been almost 2 years ive been a sahm

(7,3, 19m) After our 3rd I had/ have ppd, general anxiety and I'm even wondering if I have pmdd. This summer i also had an ectopic pregnancy ending in surgery to remove the tube- after the hospital sent me home twice with the ruptured tube.

I feel invisible and forgotten. I don't feel like I'm truly seen or heard. My anxiety makes me very irritable and I yell.

I hate it, I hate yelling at my kids, and the older 2 argue constantly!!!! I text my friends to check on them and do things for them, I get none of that, they don't text and say , hey, how ya doing.

Soo, tonight since we were down 2 and could actually talk I told him those things, he just nodded his head and said, that's parenting. Really!?? I just told you I'm not ok, and that's what you say!?!? That's part of the reason I dont feel seen or heard. you either really aren't paying attention or you don't care!?!?

Sorry so long, thanks for reading!