Haven’t even given birth yet and cant wait for #2

Im gonna rant for a little...

my boyfriend is military and has been gone my entire pregnancy and is now deploying for 7 months 😭 so i’m living at my parents until he gets back. I just can’t wait to experience pregnancy again in a whole different way with him, is that crazy?

I am also so happy that my first was a boy because I would have had an explosion of pink and tacky clothes from my shower. Dont get me wrong I am super grateful, I had 90 people at my shower but man the clothes! haha I feel like I am able to get a feel for motherhood and parenting and am super blessed I am in need of nothing and then when I experience it again we can kind of relax and style the nursery how we want and dress him according to my personal style (obviously not very important in the big scheme of things). But i love style and interior design so I always thought that would be so fun! okay ranting over lol