Overwhelmed with stress. I can’t think properly

I don’t feel good enough, I never have because of my depression and how he doesn’t understand, how it results to anger and frustration. There’s more sad days than happy days, I think a lot, I’m a deep thinker. I think it’s always me who’s in the wrong and that’s all he ever says or interprates it to be. He gets angry when I feel victimised or hurt but never sits and talks properly, it seems to be because I’m sad all the time. He doesn’t like that I keep quiet, never talk to him. But can you see why? It’s just little things that really upset me, I don’t get angry anymore, I just get sad. He’s so hard to talk to. It’s me and I know it is, I think we need time apart for a little bit. Please give me advice, I’m just crying all the time.