Omg I slowing down here

So going through life I run pretty fast pace to not pay attention to all the shit going on in my life. I keep myself distract and always moving and doing stuff during the day so I don’t have time alone for myself to ... well.. think😂. But rn I’ve been having time by myself a bit too much.

Everything’s just starting to crash around me and it sucks. It’s really overwhelming and stressful and, idk. I can change any thing that’s bothering me for the most part. Idk I’m just getting depressed and it sucks. I’m surrounded by fucking depressed ppl, literally. My parents are both, and my two friends are too. Is all my friends talk about is their problem, non stop. Like it’s fine for friends to talk about stuff they need to talk about, but they never let me talk. Whenever I bring something up they make it about them every damn time. That and/or they interrupt me. It’s so frustrating. And I can’t talk to my parents cuz most the stuff is about them. And I’m done with therapists that cost $300 fucking per month.

I’m done. Done done done done done done done. DONE. OVER IT HOLY FUCKING GOD I HATE SOOOOO MANY PPL RNNNN