Friends

I am a strong person. Despite everything I’ve gone through from childhood to present, I can say that with confidence, but I’ve been so unmotivated lately, I feel weak. I have always been a motivated person but the last couple years I’ve been extremely lazy (and been ok with it), depressed for no reason and just unenthused with life. The thing that makes me most upset about this is that I don’t have any friends I’m close enough to have these conversations with, I never have. I’m just feeling alone. I don’t want to talk to family about these things either because my mother was always one to do that just to play the victim and get pity. I don’t want pity, I just want to tell someone in hopes that it might help me feel motivated again.