I did it!

I can use any support right now. I left my abusive husband. My story is way to long !! 7 years of hell. But I will mention this year. I wrote 2 months ago how my 28 year old husband works to much and our relationship was falling and I wanted him to take time off to be with me and our 2 kids. A lot of ppl on here told me I was ungreatful and bosey for telling him to take time off. Well little did we all know he was cheating. With...... A 18 yr old. He emotionally abuses me and tries to make me feel so bad and cries to I took him back im to nice and thats my fault. I had my son a month before and he did this my heart couldn't take it but I took him back anyways. 5 months later it happened again. He wasn't like physically cheating but more of emotional cheating. Receiving pictures of her texting and calling her aaaaaaaaandddd they worked together!!!!!!!!! And stupid me took him back again because hes crying for his family. Yesterday he told me to shave his neck and fix his hair line before work ok no problem. He calls me during his deliverys btw he quit hes working somewhere else. Anyways something was telling me he wasnt at work. Checked his location he was across town at some st I didn't even know. So no calls no nothing my sister picked me up to see if his car is at this location. I put a lock on his phone so he couldn't call or text or anything. He ended up calling me private acting strange telling me to take the pin off please. I stupidly told him his location and he started acting funny and hung up. As soon as me and my sister started driving his location moved. He was 4 streets away from our home. Long story short. He ended up removing the pin and txting me telling me since me and his mom don't get along he went to the mall to spend time with her and he left the phone in the car. Okay doesn't add up because how you know i put a lock on then. He ignored me I found out he was staying at his moms hotel he had a room. He told me he was trying to do shopping but why lie then you know? still doesnt add up with locations but I became so exhausted our son turns 6 tomorow im done I want to be happy. I gained so much weight being in this relationship im 190 I was 115 when I met him and i feel so unhappy with myself for doing this but I had the courage to finally give up.