Medication for epilepsy

I have been on a couple of different medications for epilepsy when I was young I was on depakote and now I’m on keppra and man do these medications really change my moods. On depakote I was literally angry all the time super aggressive and aggravated and on keppra I want to cry all the time I get anxiety now I never had anxiety and sometimes I feel like I have to fight to be happy . I don’t know which one is worse . P.s I’ve tried others to they all have their own side affects or just didn’t work. Anyone with epilepsy deal with this?