Sad but relieved ☹️

Today realized I can’t give anymore to a relationship. I am drained of all energy and feel burnt out.

I’m sick of driving an hour to see someone that can’t make the effort to see me. Who cancels all his plans with me. When we r together, he can’t put his phone down to enjoy his time with me. When I’d ask for attention, he’d get mad. Or when Id express my emotions, he’d make me feel it was wrong. A guy who texted girls constantly. When id buy him stuff, not get any appreciation. And the last straw, when I reached out to him in a moment of anxiety and depression, and all I wanted was support, all I got was SILENCE and no reply back for more than 12 hours.

Why am I sad? Because yes, I did have love for him. Ur heart does silly things. But I can’t take it anymore, and I’m just done putting all of my energy into a one sided relationship. Now I’m relieved. And happy I was strong enough to do this. I’m done.😊