UPDATED.. Ex refuses to leave me alone!! Possible trigger warning.

Please what can I do???

I've thought about a restraining order but have no way of getting one currently.

I've already blocked two numbers from him. He calls me repeatedly. He called me 42 times in a freaking row! That's not even to mention all the other xx amount of times he's called... He's called me 34 times this morning from three different numbers. One being restricted.

He called me at 4 am waking me up then again at 8am.

Answered his 4am call then blocked his number.

He's tried calling me on a total of 4 different numbers now! Trying to text me from each.

He's my baby daddy but abusive and I don't want or need him in my life. He thinks I'm his property and was recently in jail for breaking and entering and assault on people he previously snitch on to keep himself out of jail. He went on a pill popping rampage.

He's gotten physical with me several times, pulled me from a car on the side of the road, kept me hostage in the house threatening to kill himself and break my phone so I couldn't call the cops. He's thrown countless things at me including a ceramic bowl which barely left a mark but definitely bruised. He's bitten me several times and tackled me to the floor and squeezed around my neck and head making it so I couldn't breath. All this happened after we found out I was pregnant.. he was so excited 😤😤

Here were some text he'd sent me over the course of our relationship. Probably the worst ones really..

I lied about who I talked to because he was controlling asf. we had one vehicle which was his and he'd threaten me all the time to report it stolen while I was out job hunting bc he made me lose my previous one.

I always knew what we talked about but I never wanted to talk...

I'm away from him now and back with my mom, but I'm scared he'll show up to my drs appointment tomorrow..

I have no way of getting a restraining order yet because I've got no money to pay for it.. I've lost everything I owned because of him. Also my baby is unborn and 12 weeks. When he tackled me I was 8-9 weeks pregnant and haven't been able to get an appointment sooner to check on baby but I promise I still feel fully pregnant 😬

Update part..

So he keeps calling.. I've ignored it all and just let it ring.. his baby mama texted me asking if I was really pregnant and I told her yes. She starts asking weird questions and keep my answers pretty simple and vague. Turns out it was his dumbass that had hacked her Facebook and was messaging me those weird questions then blocked me.. I told him already I was 100% done with him and even thought about changing my phone number so he couldn't contact me any more. He begs and pleads me not to do this to him but at this point I just have no other option. He still has a few of my items I'd really like back (electronics you can't buy anymore and are worth alot) and wants to see me alone to give them back and explain his actions. Well I've told him I want nothing to do with him and that's my final decision. I'd even go as far as getting a restraining order I'd he didn't stop. It's been a few hours and other than him pretending to be the baby mama I haven't heard from him since.

I've got loads of evidence against him. Recorded phone calls, photos, text messages, call logs.. my mental health has suffered severely since I met him. I can't wait to have him out of my life.