Just need to vent.

I just need to vent where others will understand how I feel.

A little back story: My husband and I got married Valentine's day 2017 in Vegas. My parents and siblings came to celebrate with us. 2 days before our wedding my younger sister told us that her and her husband were expecting their 1st child. Needless to say everything turned into she's having a baby.

My family knows we are going through fertility treatments including that we had a IVF cycle canceled on us in November and will be trying again the beginning of next year.

This morning I get a phone from my younger sister telling me the her son got a book from Santa for Christmas about him going to be a big brother. I told her congratulations and started balling my eyes out. I told I had to go and hung up. I know it was not going to matter when she told me I would cry but I feel she could have waited one more day instead of ruining my Christmas.