Hi ladies,

I am currently 32 weeks pregnant and expecting our second son. My boobs and nipples have been so sore already. With my first, my boobs never hurt, but I never ended up producing much milk and had to supplement with Enfamil Enspire. So, I am hoping that this time around, I will be producing more and be able to exclusively breastfeed. I have also been very horny (thanks, hormones), but my SO never wants to fool around. He says that his libido is very low because he has not worked out in the gym (whatever). I hear ever excuse in the book and when we do end up having sex. It is because I eventually wear him down and he gives in. At least this is how it feels to me. We had sex 4 days ago, but he could not cum and I asked him the next day to try again or go down on me because I need a release and he choose the latter, but he started picking a huge fight right before and ended up ruining that and I ended up in tears.

So tonight, I asked him if I can give him a blowjob, which he immediately declined. I accepted the rejection and asked if he could put lotion on my cracking nipples and rub my sore, achy boobs because this will not only stimulate future milk production, it will help relieve some pain and help me relax. We are on the couch and he rubbed one boob and moved on to the second and as he was rubbing the nipple, I said "Baby, this feels really good and it is actually turning me on and I feel myself getting very wet." He didn't even turn his eyes off the TV in my direction and abruptly said loudly "Shuuuushhh, I can't hear the movie with all your talking. You don't stop!!!" I just got up quietly, left the room, and started sobbing. Would your feelings be hurt??

UPDATE: He calls me back in the living room...I guess he feels bad, and says "I would like it if you sucked my d%$k now." So, I come out of the room and as I am licking him, he is flipping thr channels of the TV. I asked him to stop because it seems like he is disinterested and he said that he found a movie with ass and titties and its turning him on. I am hurt yet again bc why am I not good enough?? But I continue and after 10 mins he stops me and says "I feel a little numb down there now so you don'thave to continue, but thank you for doing that. It was nice of you." I got up off the couch to cry in the bedroom yet AGAIN I am with this man for 9 years, btw. Something feels very wrong!!!