Mortified😭

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Went into New Look (Uk store) for some new jeans, turns out i'm a size 16😭 I have never been so embarrassed, i couldnt even buy the jeans i was that upset, my boyfriend was with me to comfort me but i feel like if i get much bigger he'll think I'm gross like i do-.- Everytime i remind myself that i'm a 16 i feel myself start to cry, diet starts right this second 😭😭