Passing the time...

I had a miscarriage 2 days before Christmas at 13 weeks. I cannot stop thinking about it. Everything is a waiting game. Waiting for my period...waiting to see if I’m even ovulating...waiting to see my doctor to ask more questions. Waiting for a pregnancy test. I just don’t know what to do to pass the time or to stop thinking about it. I guess some days are better than others but it’s consuming me today.