Need a pick me up.

Hi ladies. I'm feeling so lonely and sad. My husband cheated on me last year and we are still trying to stay together. We have 2 beautiful baby girls together. Will have been married 4 years in may. He is always on his phone and usually pretty short tempered with me. I'm kind, and loving, and I do nice things for him, and I get him little gifts and surprises occasionally and he still seems just as distant as he was last year. I dont know how to fix things and I feel so alone and also angry and sad and broken and I dont want to leave him but I want him to be better to me and I dont know how to get him to love me as much as he used to because I dont have any idea why he stopped. and I just needed to vent. I'm sorry for such a rambling nonsensical post.