Break up

Hey ladies it’s been exactly a month since I broke up with my bf, I honestly didn’t want too. I wanted to marry the guy BUT I found out so many lies, he lied about so many females. He would never tell me the truth. I couldn’t take being in a relationship where I wasn’t secured. As much as I loved him and never wanted to let him go the relationship was horrible, constantly worrying about the next lie.

I’m writing this because here I am a month later still heartbroken, still depressed as if it were the first day. I don’t have the energy for anything. I’m so hopeless, when will I start feeling better..

Oh and I had his friend on social media come to see him partying it up with a female, I had to remove that friend but I just couldn’t believe how easy it’s been for him to just start going out