Cycle day 38 and AF still hasn't joined the party...

This has been a weird cycle. Tested this AM and it was negative. My temps seem to be above the cover line, and if I calculated right, I'm 13dpo. Experiencing several symptoms, but they could also just be AF symptoms. I'm nervous. Can't really decide how I'd feel even if I got a bfp. But I think it would be cool to be able to tell my hubby on our anniversary (6th ann. at beginning of oct) that he's gonna be a daddy. Just not sure if I'm really ready for all that...even at age 34. I'm so conflicted.