I’m depressed and need help.

I’ve been in denial about my depression for years. In 2016 I had a miscarriage with an ex which absolutely shattered me for a long time. In 2018 I met my new partner who is amazing and lovely and sweet.

I’m really struggling at the moment and I need help. I’ve been to the doctors before and had medication and all that but I never found therapy helpful.

My two closest friends don’t live near me so I really don’t have many friends besides my boyfriend and having to go to work.

Is it wrong to say to my boyfriend I just want him around a bit more while I just get ahold of things?