I feel ashamed typing this post. I have been doubting our relationship since before I got pregnant with our first. We have good times, but more often bad times. We have had constant discussions about what needs to change in our relationship yet nothing ever does. In my opinion he does not help with the kids enough, talk to me w/ enough respect, and he does not show intimacy whatsoever- which is an important factor in a relationship for me. I do not feel fulfilled, and to him I am asking too much. I was thinking of staying with him until the second comes along to see if things change (which i doubt) & thats probably what i'll do but this whole situation is just depressing.

Also we are about to move into a house I cant afford by myself 😭 Its a mess