We don’t even take family photos because of my anxiety...my anxiety is WORSE with my husband?

I have really bad anxiety...my husband is SO SO supportive and I feel safe with him. But for some odd odd reason I feel awkward taking photos with him and our lo? I really desperately wanted to take professional baby/family photos when our daughter was born, but now she’s already 6 months. We only have maybe 2 selfies of us as a family? I want more!!! But my anxiety stops me. I hardly have any photos of just me and my baby that I like because I feel like I need makeup now a days!

I also find that my anxiety (socially) is worse with him, it’s very strange. I don’t understand it. It’s to the point where I didn’t want him at my baby showers because I felt I would blush more? I don’t want him coming into the room with me when I go to the doctors? I don’t like speaking in public (or even going to buy something at a store) with him, and I don’t ever want to have dinner with his family or mine and have him with me? All for that same reason...blushing. I don’t understand it. Anyone else have this problem? What should I do about it? I love him to death. He doesn’t believe in anxiety he tells me, but he does help me.