Well..

Well.. im single after 3 years with my best friend since 7th grade.. im very very very very shattered cause i just saw him yesterday and today he just breaks up with me.. then has rhe nerve to FaceTime me CRYING. HE WAS THE ONE CRYING SAYING “my heart hurts Nia!” LIKE IM NOT SITTING ON THE OTHER END CRYING MY EYES OUT.. i know im only 15/16 years old but i dearly loved him and seriously thought we were gonna be somewhere in the future.. Then again with all the things he has said to me about “when i drive finally, im gonna hang out with u so much and we are gonna have fun together babe.. 1 more year im so ready” .. like damn..

The reason he broke up with me was because i moved only 28 minutes away from where we both lived and we just saw each other Saturday.. he kept saying that he couldn’t do this no more because its hard to see each other.. Im not able to see him all the time cause hes always working and every Saturday i have Ballet. Yet i even pass the town we both lived in, my mom is my designated driver and has say on where im going and where im not going.. but regardless hes always at work and never had time for me unless it was PLANNED BEFORE HAND..

I need advice on what to do cause now i dont feel anything but emptiness.. and i even deal with depression which is making the situation worst for me mentally.. i feel very nauseous now cause of this.. all i wanna do now is curl up in the corner of my room and cry until nothing comes out and listen to music..