Should i be this upset....

Well... My sister has 2 kids. And ive been babysitting the kids. Since they were little. But when i watch them i play with them keep them busy. But when my sister gets home all she does is relax with the kids. And sometimes i play with them when she is home. I know she is a working mom and goes to college. But it often feels like im the mom. Im in college and working too. But when she plays with them it always has to do with electronics. And she does not pay attention to them. Most of the time. My niece has to act bad to get her attention. And my sister goes out and has girls night. I stay home and watch the kids. I dont have much friends....

What im trying to say is that i need a break. I need sometime to myself. I need to have time with my friends. Im tired. Im getting so stressed about this. That im getting gray hairs again. Im thinking of telling my sister to get a babysitter.

Im not hating my sister. Im just really mad. At the situation.