Having bad thoughts

So my boyfriend is staying with me for the whole spring break and I cannot stand him. He is annoying the fuck out of me and is sloppy😣. I have a gut feeling that he just came for sex...

We got high 2 times and both times he has begged me to have sex with him or at least help him cum. I told him no I’m not in the mood and I would like to just chill. And he continues to ask me. After I told him no multiple times. When we do fuck he throws the condom wrappers on the floor and I have to clean them up. I can just tell he is sloppy. He gets upset when I don’t wanna have sex because it’s not what I care about.

He was supposed to go out with friends but instead he stayed with me because he wanted to spend time with me but I was dying inside wanting alone time !! I wanted to take a bath do a face mask have coffee and just relax ! But he stayed. I was just upset. Ever since he came I’ve been angry and stressed out and upset. I am starting to break out and the headaches are excruciating!

I love him but I have just had thoughts that maybe he just isn’t for me? I just dont know what to do. 😕

And I know if I break up with him I’m going to be torn. I have talked about it with him but he just gets even more annoying.