Motivation to loose weight

About to turn 21 and I need to change my life now! I’m tired of being obese and not being able to shop at any store at the mall, hiding from people, not feeling cute and sexy, not being able to wear what I want. I think I binge eat.. i don’t know exactly what the definition is but I will go to the pizza shop and order lots off food like 2 pizzas and I’ll eat in my car until I’m absolutely full! I honestly think I do this because when I was little my mom wouldn’t give me lots of food.. she’s the best mom she didn’t do it to be mean or anything it was just she wanted us to be healthy and I hated it. I don’t like it and I don’t like the feeling. I hate when people see me eat. But I am determined to change my life. I’m going to take small steps so I don’t over do it with my self.

I know I can loose weight I’ve lost 20 pounds before in 4 months so I know I am able to I just need to put in the time!

I’m excited for this journey!

Hopefully one day I can post before and after on here! That’s a goal of mine! ❤️🤙🏻