SO Masturbating/porn

So I know porn is totally some people’s thing & even some couples watch it together to get in the mood or whatever. Im a bigger girl & Personally It makes me uncomfortable that my SO watches porn & jacks off to it when he has plenty of pics/videos of me. I will never be 120 lbs with huge fake boobs and a big ol booty. ☹️plus I feel like most of it is so unrealistic. it just makes me more uncomfortable being naked around him or having sex. It has been discussed with him & it continues.

Am I the only one that feels this way?! Please tell me I’m not crazy!