Life after baby

Hello ladies!

I’m currently eight weeks postpartum and I have the most beautiful little boy, Liam Jaxon.

Life is so different now, but I couldn’t imagine it any other way! I have lost all the baby weight (plus some!) but I carry my weight different now and it makes me very self conscious. My hubby and I haven’t had sex since about a month or so before my son was born (so yeah it’s been like 3+ months!) and I’m just curious as to when you ladies started having sex again? My confidence has never been very high, but it’s probably the lowest it’s ever been, and I definitely think that plays a role in the sex thing. (Not to mention I’ve been kind of scared of it hurting - I tore in three spots - 2nd degree). I feel ready (I even shaved everyytthhiiinnngggg today) but I’m still nervous! I’m also nervous that my hubby doesn’t see me the same way as he did before. Can anyone else relate or is it just me? My hubby even sleeps in another room because he’s been sick and he has just kind of stayed in the other room (something we did before baby was born too because his snoring is so loud it keeps me up lol) but I miss him :(

Anyway, I just felt like I needed to vent and I don’t have anyone I can talk to about this lol