I’m getting paranoid

I’m starting to freak out. Last night I woke up at 3 am from the baby’s movement. The limb feeling like it’s pushing through my stomach. Back and forth. Pushing with two limbs in opposite directions. From 3 to 4 am! I couldn’t sleep cause it was painful. Now it’s 9 pm and all I want to do is go to sleep but of course as soon as I lay down the baby starts moving like crazy causing sharp pains in my vagina and I’m literally squealing/jumping from the pain from the movement. I’m so scared that my water is going to break cause I’m not ready yet! I know he’s like chipping away at my cervix slowly opening it up and thinning it out but shit why does it have to be so damn painful and during the time I want/need to sleep! I don’t remember not being able to sleep with my daughter (except waking up every couple hours to pee). I just want to cry. I know we’re all in the same boat. I just needed to share my pain with those who understand me most.