Testing tomorrow..

Af is now 8 days late. I haven't been tracking and symptom spotting this month in hopes to cut down on some of the stress of TTC our first! the day before she was due I had two very small blood spots when I wiped and then it was gone. We tested the day af was due and got a bfn. I've have been so patient...and now I'm terrified to test. I haven't had any normal af symptoms. I've had mood swings, increased urination which I account to my increase in water intake, indigestion first thing in the mornings and late at night. Ugh pray for me girls.