First ultrasound coming up and...

I am honestly shaking from anxiety typing this. I don’t have a reason- I have one healthy boy.

But I’m terrified this time around to not do anything to harm the baby. I’m scared I’ll get there and there will be something wrong or they won’t find a baby or a heartbeat. All my symptoms went away, I’m cramping randomly, and the bloat stopped. I have a pretty flat stomach again. I’ll be 8 weeks Friday and almost 9 weeks when I have my first ultrasound.

I know it’s excessive but I’m actually more scared for my ultrasound than I am excited. Does anyone else feel this way? Are you scared of things you have no control over?

Someone please talk down my crazy.