Breaking point !!!!

I’m at my breaking point in life and I’m only 29. There’s never enough time to do what needs to be done. My husband has been coming home from work for the last 3 weeks at 12:3o am..leaves 8am. I leave 8am and come back 6:30. Still need to feed my two children, clean, make food/dinner for the next day, do homework with older son, bathe them, brush teeth and I need to nurse my toddler to sleep as she won’t fall asleep any other way. I try to slip out of bed once she’s asleep to clean the kitchen up but within 10 min or so she feels that I’m gone and wakes up and cries for me. So I end up doing it in the morning instead and run around the house like a madwoman trying to get everything done so I could leave the house on time.

I just feel the pace of today’s world is too fast. It’s like a race every day. And for what? A race to our death? Isn’t getting married and having kids supposed to be about being a family and helping each other out since marriage is a team effort? Instead we’re never home and slaves to jobs and money bec it’s what’s needed to survive in today’s world. Does anyone else feel the same way???