Am I wrong for feeling upset?

So I miscarried at 10+3 back on Dec 27th. It’s was tough for me, but we were feeling ready to try again come February. We are currently on our 3rd cycle of trying, last cycle was a chemical. Since the MC I’ve been an incessant tester during my tww ( I know it’s not great) . Tonight I asked my husband if he could help hold me accountable for my expected period before testing. He made the comment.. “How am I supposed to do that? I can’t watch you all of the time so I can stop you from testing. Maybe I should stop having sex with you until you can get your emotions in check”. My heart was in my throat. And I can’t keep the tears from falling. Am I wrong for feeling upset? I know I shouldn’t test too much, but I just want this so badly. I know this cycle I want to wait until my expected period.. I just wanted some encouragement to help me wait.

P.S. he’s a super supportive guy and usually so sweet.. but that comment felt harsh.