I’m sitting here trying not to feel hurt, with a lump in my throat. My sister and I invited a cozy 13 people to my baby shower that’s on Saturday. Most of them had previously said “don’t forget to invite me to that baby shower!!” Well, for the last 3 days (of course, last minute) everyone’s been ditching. I am now down to 4 people 😢

This is my last baby and I really just wanted one last “party” to celebrate ya know. We have worked hard to plan this and tried to make everything fun with multiple prizes for the games we put together. Now I feel like I could just give each person a prize just for walking through the door, and forget about the damn games.

Idk if I’m just being a cry baby about this, or if I’m just too emotional because of the hormones or what.

I tried not to get too upset about it the first few times people backed out, and a couple of them were for work reasons which I understand.

I am just going to choose to be grateful for the friends who are still coming, and try to make the best out of it. Sorry, I really just needed to vent to someone besides my sister.