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I’m currently 10 weeks 3 days and I had a abortion scheduled when I was 6-7 weeks but I didn’t have the money($700) I got 3 kids already and me and the my kids are still together it’s just that we not ready for another one yet but as time keep passing on And I really don’t want to do it... I know our family is going to judge us if I decide to keep it but I wish he’ll understand we never asked for help with the other 3 , got a house , he works , I’m currently looking for something but I been suffering from severe morning sickness haven’t had the energy at all to do anything but he still wants to go through with it.