Pissed

I just had a baby and a 8 year old I go through anxiety and depression. My whole world has changed since I got my first anxiety attack a year ago . The doctors diagnosed it as (psychosis) and it’s been the worst try to be a normal person. Its even harder when no one in my family understands it and they thing everything is ok when they where explained by doctors what I’m going through. For them knowing the joyful person that I was is no longer the person that I am today .Now everyone seem to be far away from me now and I’m lonely even if I have have a partner that I’ve been with for 12years. I feel lonely in this world but trying to manage myself on a daily basis.