I can’t stop calling him

My daughters father left me at his aunts house where i don’t feel comfortable two weeks ago to stay at his moms & ive been depressed & down about it since, some days i think I’m okay then other days it’s a whole 360. I just want him to come back home. I keep calling & begging him too and i want advice on how to just let this go? I feel so hurt & down. The reason why he left is because all i did was argue with him, which is true.. i realized it & im trying to make it right. I know calling him & being annoying isn’t making it any better but my emotions just get the best of me😔