You ever do something incredibly stupid and you told yourself you weren't going to do it but somebody encourages you and gives you so many valid reasons as to why you should just live your truth and then you do and you dont stop yourself and you let it be known and as soon as its know you're like .. . Fuck. Fuckity fuck fuck. FUCK. That wasnt the best idea ever but whatever. But NOT whatever because now you feel embarrassed and like a damn fool and theres no way to take it back.