I guess I'll join the vent sessions today...

Im just so over everything im very pregnant like 33 weeks pregnant yes its hit yes im sensitive but geezzz why are men so damn rude my SO has no understanding of how hard it is to keep all 3 kids happy n a house clean with 3 dogs a snake 2 pet rats a turtle and fish.. While pregnant... So what my oldest hasn't taken out the trash he can take it out and help yes the dog pooped help clean it as well like my oldest is 14 yr old and has ADHD she doesn't always mean to ignore she will forget things as well we are human... Yes my 7 yr old is hyper n a handle full also special needs but she is still held to his standards of how a kid like her should be.. And then theres my 15 month old whom is biologically his and is an Angel in his eyes and is not the typical toddler throwing things yelling and hitting... Like instead of helping he's adding to the stress... I wish one person would see What I see. He's picking favorite and making it worse all he does is get annoyed and watch Netflix he isnt working due to a small work related injury which obviously dont afftect his ability to help or move.. Am i wrong for just wanting to give up i wish i could just move on and leave but with so much going on I'd lose everything.. Yes i clean i cook and try to keep up with things but im not alone and yes the kids help A WHOLE LOT but he never sees it we are just lazy dirty pigs in his eyes and me talking to my oldest about her slacking in her chores is a waste of time to him.. Like what am i doing wrong... Seeing as he has made sure im as alone as possible i have no family i can turn to for a break n have no friends

For his first daughter he was so nice and help with everything this time around ive had to find a way to do it all alone including purchasing or obtaining baby necessities he gets mad when i go to our local church and outreach programs to get help and needed things like why if im not working and its all free... I have gotten everything alone and anytime i ask for help I'm wrong. Ugh rant /vent over for now if you read this far thanks and i hope y'all understand im just a mommy at her wits end