My Angel Baby

My dear sweet angel baby. You left my womb one month ago today. My heart misses the temporary bond we shared. I’ll remember that bond always. I still cry almost every night, and today I feel like I can’t stop crying. I miss you my little bean so so so much. I know there is nothing I could ever do to bring you back or change me losing you, but that doesn’t mean I don’t wish I could. I wish I could have held you in my arms. To have seen your eyes open wide. To see your little smile. And it’s so hard to know I will never get to. I miss you so much little bean. Love always. Your mommy.