A letter to my angel

I can’t believe it’s been two years. Two years since the worst day of my life. Two years since I saw your little black eyes. Two years since they told me there no longer was anything there. Two years since I lost you. I know my life wouldn’t be the same as it is now if I hadn’t lost you but I miss you. I never met you yet I really really miss you. Your sister is 8 months old so I wouldn’t have her if I hadn’t lost you but i still wish I didn’t have to lose you to get her. Even though your dad was on parole and didn’t even tell his family about you until a month after I lost you I still wonder what life with you would be like. I still cry when I think about you. It still feels like I’m just thinking of a nightmare when I remember that night.

*im sorry if this isn’t the right group for this I just didn’t know where to put it*