Baby daddy rant

This doesn’t happen very often but tonight is one of those nights where I am just so pissed off and angry at my daughters father. My daughter is 6 weeks old and he has never met her and probably will never pull his shit together enough to see her despite the fact that he has already fathered 3 children to someone else. He has always mad excuses as to why he can’t see her and never wanted her during the pregnancy and tonight as I lay here looking at my beautiful baby and can’t wrap my head around why he doesn’t want her in his life and it makes me angry and upset that he is missing out on seeing how amazing she it. And even more up set that she will grow up with out her father around. After my own father being in and out of my life I just wanted better for my own children 😞........ ok rant over now 😂