I'm so frustrated with my husband.

Let me start of by saying I know what just happened is normal. But I'm still hurt and frustrated. I never deny my husband sex. There have been a few times and I mean a few where I have been sick and one account where I was just too upset to go into it. I have horrible body image issues and my husband has always wanted me to initiate more often. He wants me to have more confidence. However when I'm actually in the mood for some good love making, he consistently gives me the I'm too tired. I do work second shift so my schedule is a bit off. If I do want something it's usually late at night. That is why he pulls the tired card. I understand how tired he can be. Trust me. But when I work 12 hour days and still have sex when he wants, I'm tired too. It just makes me upset that he wants me to gain confidence, and I do just about everything I can to be sexy and spontaneous and the man still turns me down. It's just rare me for me to actually be in the mood instead of having to get in the mood. This is the first night in five years of marriage we have gone to bed angry. He kissed me on my forehead, said I'm sorry and went to sleep. I'm so mad at him for not seeing my side of things. It's literally not that he has denied me. It's that he just doesn't see how devastating it is to me when I actually try and he shuts me down like its no big deal. 😔 I'm sorry just ranting.