HELLLPPPPP!!

So I’ve never really had bad acne. I maybe had a few cystic acne zits in high school. Well Wednesday night I messed with a zit I thought was a stubborn blackhead but turns out it was a cystic bump. Now I know you aren’t supposed to mess with zits but I always have and just cleared them out put some stuff on them and called it a day and they went away quickly. So since I messed with this one already I continued to mess with it yesterday and omg y’all it’s so bad!! It still has a hard little bump of stuff in it and now it’s a big scab like thing the size of a dime on my cheek. How can I fix this?!?! I know it’s my fault I should have left it alone but too late. So I’m really hoping someone has done the same and has some good advice to heal it 😩😭