Maybe it’s time to stop trying when u realize your the only one doing it 🤷🏼‍♀️

So I’ve been trying to make things better in my marriage and it seems as if I’m the only one that cares enough to do so.. we’ve been married 6 years now, and it’s like we never do anything together, nothing special....ever. I’m a house wife. I cook, I clean, I make sure the bills are paid on time. Basically I make it to where he has nothing to worry with or do besides come home from work. Every day he comes home, cracks open a beer, kicks back in the recliner and stares at the t.v. I make plans, special dinners, all gets canceled because there’s just no time or he’s too tired. Like for this weekend I had a cabin by the lake reserved that I just had to call and cancel because he made other plans to go be with his son that’s in another state. Like he does every weekend. Never even offers or asks for me to go... I’m just tired from trying so damn much. It’s like he goes out of his way to spend time and make plans with other people and I’m just “here”. I don’t feel any reason for me to be here in this house.