Just found out I’m pregnant 🥴

Hey all,

I am a little taken aback about this. Okay I am a mother of 7, 3 of which are my current husbands. They are are 3yrs, 2yrs and 5months old. I missed my time to take my BC and figured it would be okay. My cycles after my daughter weren’t regular so I thought nothing of it when I didn’t see it last month. I had no symptoms or anything. Two days ago I felt sick and thought it was because I hadn’t eaten since morning and was doing way to much running around. My friend jokingly said you’ve been tired a lot you might need to take a test. So just because she suggested I went and got the test I always get the little .89 cent test, took it and boom positive.

I don’t know how to really feel. One one hand I’m in denial, the other I’m depressed and want to ball my eyes out because I have so much lined up as far as family life and business goes and now I have to get ready for new baby instead. I haven’t told anyone as of yet! I’m really still trying to process it. Though about a week ago my husband came out of the blue with a baby boys name and I was like oh no buddy we are not having another baby. I feel as if he knew he had gotten me pregnant.

I am not writing this to be bashed by anyone’s negativity about me having so many children. I am financial able to take care of me and mine without assistance. Believe me that’s not me trying to take jabs at anyone who needs assistance at all. But when I mention to people how many children I have people always assume I’m getting some sort of govt assistances which I am not.

But anyways, I wrote all of that to ask am I the only one out here that feels this way about this pregnancy no matter what number your on?