My one year old was kicking and screaming on the floor(I tried holding rocking pacifier food drinks etc) because he was sleepy. We waited for about half an hour before they made an announcement saying the flight had been canceled so I had to wait in line for another half an hour. I was already upset that I wasn’t going to be able to see my mom for a long time. They switched my flight to tomorrow but idk if I’m gonna go. He finally fell asleep on our way out. I had a shoulder bag and a roller bag. I had to hold his shoes and I was carrying him. I fell to my knees and broke down crying in the middle of the airport after I dropped my bag.

I was going to go meet my husband. This is the 5th time doing this trip this year just to see my husband. Each time about 2-3 months apart. I usually have 2 layovers (so I switch planes multiple times) or just one 10-14 hour layover. I can’t sleep during my whole layovers.

When I told my husband my flight had been canceled but they gave me a new ticket for tomorrow but idk if I can mentally handle going through this stressful process again and he said I was the one to canceled the plane ticket cause I just wanted to be mean to him.

We’re trying to move cross country so I’m the one who has to go on the planes if he wants to see his kid. I’m trying to go to school and get a job so I can get an apartment and then he’ll move out here. He has a job already so it’s up to me to do everything. We’re having marital problems as it is and he’s not making anything better with his “it’s always your fault” and “I have a job so I don’t have to do anything else” attitude

He said he’d leave me if I didn’t get on the plane tomorrow.