I feel Depressed

Ok, so this is a pic of me a little while ago... and I am just so sad. I have been told I was ugly my entire life. When I was growing up I would always like change my outfit like five times before I go out, seeing if I looked good. I still do it even today... I have never had a boyfriend. And I a hopeless romantic, I am so afraid that I will never meet “the one”. I really want to have a family, but I feel like I am never going to because of everyone telling me I am ugly. I can’t deal with it. Today I was at the mall and I saw all of these girls with their bfs and I told myself “your never gonna find someone” i felt like crying in front of everyone. I look at all of those boyfriends shopping for their gfs at Victoria’s Secret it makes my day when I see it but it also makes me sad.

Here are some more pics when I was younger:

I just need people to talk to me because my mom won’t and when I talk to family I feel like they are lying. I want you guys to tell me the complete truth.

Update:

Thank you guys! I really appreciate you guys saying nice things about me! I have NEVER gotten a compliments from complete strangers!!! I love you all and God bless!!