I don’t know

I’ve been thinking a lot for a while and I feel so down, I constantly feel like giving up but I just can’t. Every time I think of letting go and living this place we call life but I can’t bring myself to do it. It’s not that I’m scared it’s just I think of my family and cry so hard. I can’t bring my self to do it. No matter how much I want to die I just can’t. I don’t need people’s pity and I try to get help but nothing is working.