Feeling alone/need support 😪

So I set up an appointment at planned parenthood tomorrow for an issue I’ve been having with an itch and I’m SO fucking scared to go. I have severe anxiety and just the thought of having to go tomorrow is making me physically sick from stressing about it. But the issue is severe so that also has my anxiety level at a 100.

I absolutely HATE anything medical (other than eye doctors) because I’m always afraid to hear what’s wrong with me. And also just because I’m scared of anything medical, shots, etc.

but especially anything concerning my V. 😪

I live with my boyfriend and his family, where I know nobody and have no friends or family.

I wish I had someone to go with me tomorrow because I’m terrified of going and finding out the issue. But then again I’d be embarassed. I just feel so fucking alone with all these issues I’m having.

I wish I had someone like Trisha Paytas or Channon rose from YouTube to go with me since they don’t care and arent judgmental lol

I wish I had support 😭