Okay so , my daughter is a little over 5 months and ever since she was born we have never taken her to the park. I mean we have when she was like 2 months but just to watch my husband's little brothers soccer practice but she stayed in her stroller basically the whole time . well anyways now that she's a little older i've been wanting to take her so she can put her feet in the sand and sit her on my lap while her dad pushes us gently on the swing. I got happy when her dad asked me if I wanted to go to the park today, he said we can to to any park of my choice but then he mentioned " but I want to take the kids too " we refer to his brothers as the kids. Right when he said that it killed the mood i'm not even happy about it anymore I know i'm going to sound like a b**** but knowing his brothers they're going to take their soccer ball and want to play with my husband which means my daughter and I will be alone 😑 and his full attention won't be for us it's like if you wanna take them as well then go by yourself ! I know he doesn't see them much and that they are his family but my daughter and I come first and it makes me sad because i'd like for our daughter to experience new things with both her parents not just one . his family always makes it seems as if they're so excited to see him but they always make me feel as if i'm invisible and that's why I don't like being around them , I've tried bonding and nothing so I really don't care about them he may be my husband but I don't consider them "family"
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