Struggling

I miscarried with my second baby the night of our anniversary last week at 6 weeks pregnant. However, one of my closest friends was about 10 weeks ahead of me and we were both so excited about being pregnant together. She of course got pregnant the first month trying and this is her first, so she doesn’t really know what it’s like to struggle trying and much less losing a pregnancy. She’s been sweet and wants to go out to brunch this weekend since I haven’t seen her since the miscarriage happened. I’m having a really hard time even wanting to be around her because of everything. Anyone else had this struggle? Tips?

Side note: I am of course still happy for her and pray she never has to experience what I’ve been through.....